We have lived here for 4 months. I think I have been suffering with depression because I have not felt like we moved into a very friendly ward.
- First of all I was introduced as a new person for the first 3 months.
- I am very quite person when I don't know anyone and I tried to sit with people but it didn't really help. No one really talked to me.
- We finally got callings about 3 weeks ago as Primary teachers.
- We had no H.T. until last night when they dropped by (apparently they tried to meet us the week before but we were in Canada)
- My V.T. came once but I was in the shower (she talked to Ryan)(I should really call her soon)
- The R.S. presidency came to meet me and get to know me just yesterday after church.
Well I guess I should not complain but it was really depressing to me and made me miss my old ward that much more (I miss my Bryan Ward Family, y'all were awesome). I have only made one friend (well when I say friend I mean we say Hi at church when we see each other). She moved in at the same time as us and Happened to have the same first name as me. I sat with her a few times in RS but she has a baby boy and it was hard for her to sit with him very long. She also got a calling in YW about a month after moving in.
Ok, sorry for my venting. I am trying to think more positively and come out of my shell. I want to be fair and do my part in making this a good transition for us. Hopefully things will get better.
I should also add that I hate the apartments were we live. This is another source of my depression.
On a brighter note my loving husband and I had a discussion last week about my depression. I made a deal with him that I would do better about taking the kids out to play, cooking, and trying to make the best of our current place of residence.
I am happy to report I have been taking the kids to the park, playing board games, cooking 5 out of 7 dinners, and taking a little more pride in making this place our home. I also have tried to not get on the computer so much (was not part of our deal just something I need to do). It has not been easy to motivate myself to get up everyday but I am working at it one day at a time.